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Welcome. This is the first reading in the Brown Bag Lunch series for the CLC","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=19.0,28.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so thank you for being here. I am Marie Carrière. I'm the director of the CLC.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=28.0,34.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Just to begin with some self, you know, shameful self-promotion of course.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=34.0,40.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We have brochures at the back for the events that we have coming up this year","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=40.0,44.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so make sure you grab one of those so that you know what's going on.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=44.0,48.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And just a reminder also that we have a door prize. We'll have a door prize at the end of the session today","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=48.0,54.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so make sure you've filled out a ballot and if you haven't already, our beautiful Jason over here can hand you one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=54.0,63.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You don't want to miss the prize so that's all I'm going to say about that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=63.0,67.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we also have a book sale today of Gwen's books by Edmonton's new and exciting Glass Books.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=67.0,78.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So very exciting. This is their first event and so welcome Matthew and Jason to the CLC.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=78.0,85.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So I will begin but I also wanted to mention that Gwen Benawe has agreed to sign books as well","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=85.0,94.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so if you're buying a book, you can get it signed, 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She has another poetry collection, Aperture, which will appear in spring 2020","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=161.0,170.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and a memoir, Trans Girl in Love, in fall 2020.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=170.0,175.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"She has received many distinctions and awards and her poetry and essays have been published","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=175.0,181.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"in national publications and anthologies.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=181.0,183.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The CLC is thrilled to host this reading by Gwen Benawe and I ask you to give her a very warm welcome.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=183.0,191.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=191.0,201.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, I am Gwen Benawe. I am from West Virginia.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=201.0,213.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Thank you for having me in your territory.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=213.0,217.0"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I always find that I've never been to Edmonton before, but my ex-partner's family was all from 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remember you writing something on Twitter about confessional poetry","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2640.86,2643.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/572","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and how you see yourself as a confessional poet.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2643.86,2646.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/573","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I wondered, I've seen recently a sort of counter response","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2646.86,2653.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/574","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"to the pushback against the I, against the confessional.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2653.86,2656.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/575","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I wondered if you could talk about how you came to be comfortable","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2656.86,2660.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/576","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"with the I.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2660.86,2662.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/577","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I mean, I think the confessional position in 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oppression.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2672.86,2675.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/580","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The confessional I arises from someone asking you a question,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2675.86,2681.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/581","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"whether that's the state or its legislation","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2681.86,2683.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/582","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or it's a violent force coming at you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2683.86,2686.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/583","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the I responds to that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2686.86,2689.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/584","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And traditionally, confessional writing, I mean,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2689.86,2691.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/585","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"it starts off being very white and being Sylvia Plath and Anne Sexton,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2691.86,2696.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/586","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"although there's actually a lot happening,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2696.86,2698.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/587","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and particularly Anne Sexton's work that I think.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2698.86,2700.86"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/588","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think it's very valuable. It starts off that way, but now it's been taken up, I think, in a way by folks like Audre Lorde, by Gwendolyn Brooks, by Lucille Clifton, to lift that I and that confessional narrative back into really, I think, speaking truth to power and challenging a lot of the legitimacy of asking that question, the right of that question being asked.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2700.87,2727.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/589","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the I that's being answered back is not just the self speaking, but a collective I. And also, as well as, that I speaking back is usually a refusal of power in a way.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2727.87,2741.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/590","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's saying back to those structural systems and institutions and people like, no, this is my body. This is my experience. These are my realities, and you cannot claim or construct me or force me to answer you in the way that is legible to you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2741.87,2759.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/591","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Here is this inlegible response to you. And I think that there's this kind of racism and I would say like misogyny that often gets wielded against confessional writers. I remember when, I'm talking about Billy again, I remember when Billy's book, This Wondrous World, was reviewed by the Walrus, and the review of the Walrus sort of talked about how simple and plain it was and accessible.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2759.87,2787.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/592","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And a very particularly kind of racist assumption being made about that I, that that I was there to be educational and informative and accessible, that that I was simple because, you know, the lines had eight words in them.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2787.87,2803.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/593","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But that I is actually a profoundly collective articulation that has all of this depth and meaning to it. So there is this push against, and I'm not disparaging other kinds of writing and other kinds of poetry, but so there is this questioning and attack on confessional writing, I think, that we will always get because it threatens power.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2803.87,2824.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/594","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It threatens white supremacy. It threatens, you know, structural violence because it re-articulates a sovereign self in the speaking role that sort of disrupts the ways that they want to claim us and use us. It's very hard to instrumentalize an I. You can't turn that into an object to prop up whatever crap you have going on because that I will push back.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2825.87,2849.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/595","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So I think that's the power I find in confessional writing. Does that answer your question?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2849.87,2855.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/596","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Yeah. It's just funny because I've been reading through Anne Saxman and Lucille Clifton's books, so it's like, oh, that's why I was doing that. Okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2855.87,2862.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/597","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Yeah. And those are some of the writers that I try to keep my work in conversation with. Other questions? Come on. You all are very, very lovely, intelligent people. I'm sure you have great questions.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2862.87,2879.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/598","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We're also prairie people, so sometimes we can be a little...","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2879.87,2883.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/599","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"All right. Real, real.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2883.87,2885.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/600","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Except for you. I'm really proud of that. Good job. You're like, you're bringing it up to collective consciousness. Everyone can be comfortable again. Yeah. Really? Nothing? Nothing more? Oh, wait. Yes.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2889.87,2901.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/601","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"What's your go-to karaoke song?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2901.87,2903.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/602","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"What's my go-to karaoke song? Okay, so Believe It or Not, and this will age me in a particular way, but I'm okay with that. It is definitely Alanis Morissette and Hand in My Pocket, which is just like one of my favorite songs.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2903.87,2925.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/603","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, yeah. Alanis is my karaoke thing. That's a great question. Thank you. Okay. All right. Last chance for questions, and then I'm going to walk away. Oh, wait. Yeah. One more. Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2925.87,2938.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/604","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I really like what you were saying about relational sovereignty, and I was just wondering if you could expand on that more and how you see that play out in the work that you do.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2938.87,2947.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/605","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Oh, I love this question. Thank you. I mean, I think so. I will caveat everything I say with concepts like sovereignty and relational sovereignty are very complicated, and they have nation-specific meaning, and I think there's a lot of complexity in Indigenous thought right now about what those things mean.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2947.87,2964.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/606","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think for me, I think of it in two ways. I think of it, one, in the concept of being an auntie. So, I'm in this weird position where my first book was published when I was 23, and now I'm 31, and I have all this work, and then there's this amazing group of writers coming up, people like Lindsay Nixon and Billy Ray Popcorn and Joshua Whitehead and Ariel Twist and Jane Simpson and Kai Winoshpine.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2964.87,2992.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/607","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Like, brilliant, brilliant writers coming up with great, incredible, innovative literatures, and I feel like, in a way, I have to start embodying auntiehood for them. I'm just like, I'm fighting it because I don't want to, but I'm like, how do I nurture you? How do I rep you? How do I support you? How do I make your work possible and bring it into the world?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=2992.87,3013.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/608","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, when I think of relational sovereignty, I think of it as that kind of relation of understanding the role that we play in our relationships to construct and imagine futures, and that's what I see kind of an auntie's work being, in some ways, is creating the future, nurturing the future, and that link, intergenerational link.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3014.87,3037.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/609","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And so, when I think of relational sovereignty, I think of it as understanding yourself as the product of that nurturance and then envisioning that nurturance happening with other people.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3037.87,3047.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/610","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then I also think, underneath all of that, that there's a foundational kind of relationship that's happening in our lives, that's happening in this room, that's happening to this land, that's happening to what's around us, things we see and don't see, things we perceive and don't perceive, and we're always intermeshed in that relational web.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3047.87,3067.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/611","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I think our sovereignty, and sovereignty can be used in so many different ways, and is used in different ways, but if I use it in the context of love, our heldness, our place in that web is through our presence inside our relations, and it is through our relations that we bring our visions, our futures, our loves into being.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3067.87,3092.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/612","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And without it, without that relational web, and that sovereignty, it doesn't really happen. A lot of times I see sovereignty used in a very masculinist way, or a very political way, that's de-conceptualized or deconstructed from the idea of relationships and love and care.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3093.87,3109.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/613","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I push back on that, I think, partly because I've worked for 10 years in government dealing with things like youth suicide in the North, and I see the ways in which sometimes our visions for sovereignty kind of fail people, and fail the most vulnerable, and don't hold them properly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3109.87,3133.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/614","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So I think I come to this notion of relational sovereignty as a kind of reminder that it is through our relations that we love and care for each other, and it is through those relations of love and care that gives rise to our possibility and our future, and that we have to keep those things connected.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3134.87,3153.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/615","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Because if we disconnect them, I think people get missed, and harm can happen. And I also want to specify this one point I was going to make, sorry, you asked a good question, I like it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3153.87,3164.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/616","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think we love each other tremendously within community. I think that's often missed when our lives are talked about in the news or investigated. The idea of us loving each other isn't given enough weight, that everyone who's lost, everyone who's missing, is someone that's loved.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3165.87,3185.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/617","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And is loved in a present tense, not even a past tense. And so I think it's really important to put love back into our bodies, to not let ourselves be removed from that love. Because I think it's what keeps us here, I think it's foundational to who we are.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3186.87,3203.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/618","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I like Tennille Campbell's version of love also too, where Tennille Campbell's Indian Love Poems, have you ever read this book? Yeah, it's great, it's great, it's great. I really enjoy that work like that is starting to come, that's pushing the boundaries of what we'll accept as notions of love as well, too.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3203.87,3219.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/619","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I went off on a tangent there, but I'm back. If there's no other questions, I will quietly walk away. Not quietly, I'm wearing heels.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3219.87,3230.87"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/620","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Thank you very much.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909#t=3230.87,3232.87"}]},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["English [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/87800/file/180909/transcript/78890/annotation/621","type":"Annotation","motivation":"subtitling","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/078/890/original/whisper_transcript_2025-04-25_16_44_57_-0500.vtt?1745617497","format":"text/vtt","language":"en"},"target":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/078/890/original/whisper_transcript_2025-04-25_16_44_57_-0500.vtt?1745617497"}]}]}]}