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Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491#t=1904.383,1904.663"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491/transcript/94286/annotation/433","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSPEAKER_1:\u003c/strong\u003e Would you rather feel a stable happiness that never changes or experience the high highs and low lows?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491#t=1905.771,1911.815"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491/transcript/94286/annotation/434","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSPEAKER_1:\u003c/strong\u003e Definitely the high highs and the low lows of 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Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491#t=1918.86,1918.94"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491/transcript/94286/annotation/439","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSPEAKER_1:\u003c/strong\u003e So I'm like stable happiness is nice, but like kind of what we talked about earlier, if you don't know what sadness feels like, how do you know what happiness feels 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Okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491#t=1935.13,1935.41"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491/transcript/94286/annotation/444","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSPEAKER_2:\u003c/strong\u003e Knowing you'd be happy tomorrow.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491#t=1935.691,1936.731"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2208/collection_resources/169070/file/307491/transcript/94286/annotation/445","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSPEAKER_2:\u003c/strong\u003e 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