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Marie"]}},{"label":{"en":["Description"]},"value":{"en":["On April 21, 2022, the Canadian Literature Centre was honoured to welcome Georgian Bay Métis author Cherie Dimaline to the stage of the TIMMS Centre to deliver the 16th annual Kreisel Lecture, titled \"An Anthology of Monsters: How Story Saves Us from Our Anxiety.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Told from the viewpoint of someone with life-long anxiety (who also happens to be an author), this lecture/essay focuses on the stories we tell ourselves—both the very excellent and the very horrible. \u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eThe Rougarou as both belonging and responsibility, witches as empowerment and fear—using examples like these from her own published and forthcoming work, Cherie Dimaline examines the ways in which we empower, crush, survive, and succeed all through stories. We’ll also hear about ways to collect and curate these stories so that we don’t end up buried in an ‘edit reel’.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eBasically, this is the tale of an intricate dance with anxiety and how story can help reshape the ways in which we think, the ways we cope, and the very choreography of that dance. And yes, this is largely biographical.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eDimaline’s The Marrow Thieves shot to the top of the bestseller lists when it was published in 2017, and has stayed there. It won the Burt Award for First Nations, Métis, and Inuit Literature, the Governor General’s Literary Award, the Kirkus Prize in Young Readers’ Literature, was a finalist for the Trillium Book Award, and was a fan favourite in CBC’s Canada Reads (2018). It was also a Book of the Year on numerous lists including National Public Radio, the School Library Journal, the New York Public Library, Globe and Mail, Quill \u0026amp; Quire, and the CBC. Pressure from her young fans spurred Dimaline to write Hunting by Stars, the 2021 sequel to The Marrow Thieves. This new novel has been described as “lush, devastating, and hope-filled” (Kirkus Reviews). Dimaline’s adult novel, Empire of Wild, was an Indigo #1 Best Book of 2019. \u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eFrom the Georgian Bay Métis Community, she lives in Midland, Ontario.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThumbnail Photo Credit: Adrien Guyot"]}},{"label":{"en":["Language"]},"value":{"en":["English"]}},{"label":{"en":["Type"]},"value":{"en":["Lecture"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003ca href=\"%E2%80%9Chttps://rightsstatements.org/page/InC/1.0/?language=en%E2%80%9D\"\u003eIn Copyright\u003c/a\u003e. For further questions and/or requesting permission, please contact \u003ca href=\"mailto:cdnlit@ualberta.ca\"\u003eCentre for Literatures in Canada\u003c/a\u003e.\u003cbr\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Series or Event Name"]},"value":{"en":["CLC Kreisel Lecture"]}}],"summary":{"en":["On April 21, 2022, the Canadian Literature Centre was honoured to welcome Georgian Bay Métis author Cherie Dimaline to the stage of the TIMMS Centre to deliver the 16th annual Kreisel Lecture, titled \"An Anthology of Monsters: How Story Saves Us from Our Anxiety.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Told from the viewpoint of someone with life-long anxiety (who also happens to be an author), this lecture/essay focuses on the stories we tell ourselves—both the very excellent and the very horrible. \u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eThe Rougarou as both belonging and responsibility, witches as empowerment and fear—using examples like these from her own published and forthcoming work, Cherie Dimaline examines the ways in which we empower, crush, survive, and succeed all through stories. We’ll also hear about ways to collect and curate these stories so that we don’t end up buried in an ‘edit reel’.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eBasically, this is the tale of an intricate dance with anxiety and how story can help reshape the ways in which we think, the ways we cope, and the very choreography of that dance. And yes, this is largely biographical.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eDimaline’s The Marrow Thieves shot to the top of the bestseller lists when it was published in 2017, and has stayed there. It won the Burt Award for First Nations, Métis, and Inuit Literature, the Governor General’s Literary Award, the Kirkus Prize in Young Readers’ Literature, was a finalist for the Trillium Book Award, and was a fan favourite in CBC’s Canada Reads (2018). It was also a Book of the Year on numerous lists including National Public Radio, the School Library Journal, the New York Public Library, Globe and Mail, Quill \u0026amp; Quire, and the CBC. Pressure from her young fans spurred Dimaline to write Hunting by Stars, the 2021 sequel to The Marrow Thieves. This new novel has been described as “lush, devastating, and hope-filled” (Kirkus Reviews). Dimaline’s adult novel, Empire of Wild, was an Indigo #1 Best Book of 2019. \u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eFrom the Georgian Bay Métis Community, she lives in Midland, Ontario.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThumbnail Photo Credit: Adrien Guyot"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003ca href=\"%E2%80%9Chttps://rightsstatements.org/page/InC/1.0/?language=en%E2%80%9D\"\u003eIn Copyright\u003c/a\u003e. For further questions and/or requesting permission, please contact \u003ca href=\"mailto:cdnlit@ualberta.ca\"\u003eCentre for Literatures in Canada\u003c/a\u003e.\u003cbr\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["University of Alberta Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["University of Alberta Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/128/original/UA_Logo_WHT_RGB_%281%29.png?1725471982","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/250/684/small/2022_dimaline_kreisel-poster.jpeg?1726526806","type":"Image","format":"image/jpeg"}],"items":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - 2022_CLC_Kreisel_Lecture_with_Cherie_Dimaline_｜_＂An_Anthology_of_Monsters＂__S-tFpRFldgM_.mp4"]},"duration":5549.848,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/250/684/small/2022_dimaline_kreisel-poster.jpeg?1726526806","type":"Image","format":"image/jpeg"}],"items":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-ualberta.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/250/684/original/2022_CLC_Kreisel_Lecture_with_Cherie_Dimaline_%EF%BD%9C_%EF%BC%82An_Anthology_of_Monsters%EF%BC%82__S-tFpRFldgM_.mp4?1726525079","type":"Video","format":"video/mp4","duration":5549.848,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["AUTO_WHISPER_en_CLCKreisel2022-Dimaline [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's a real, live, in-person audience. How fabulous. It is so heartwarming to see you","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=0.0,12.12"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"all here tonight. I'm Sarah Kratz. For those of you who don't know me, I'm the Director","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=12.12,16.42"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"of the Canadian Literature Centre. I have to say that this is our first in-person event","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=16.42,24.32"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"since Leanne Simpson gave the Kreisel Lecture back in 2020 with the former director, Marie","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=24.32,30.799"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Carrière, and I believe this is the first event that the Tims has hosted since then","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=30.799,37.34"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"also, so kind of nice bookends. Anyhow, it is so wonderful to be able to gather here","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=37.34,43.88"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"today again. But I would like to pause in recognition and gratitude for this land that","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=43.88,51.16"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"we're on and its people. So where the university now stands on Treaty 6 territory and Region","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=51.16,57.88"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"4 of the Métis Nation of Alberta, this land has been since time immemorial a gathering","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=57.88,63.88"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"place, a pejonan, for Indigenous nations including the Cree, the Blackfoot, Nakota Sioux, Saulteaux,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=63.88,73.48"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Dene, and Inuit, among others. It really is a privilege to continue to gather here. And","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=73.48,80.239"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"it is a special thing to gather together in a good way, especially to hear and talk about","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=80.32,86.519"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"stories with none other than the remarkable Métis writer, Cherie Dimaline. I can't wait","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=86.519,93.8"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and neither can you, I'm sure. So I will just ask for one more minute of your attention","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=93.8,99.239"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"just to note also with gratitude that the CLC is supported by the Faculty of Arts but","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=99.239,107.239"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"runs its events with grants and donations. And we're here tonight because of some very","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=107.239,113.839"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"important donors who you'll hear about in a moment. But we're also here because of individual","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=113.839,119.519"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"donations, large and small. Every little bit really does help us bring wonderful, inspiring","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=119.519,128.199"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"writers and speakers such as Cherie to Edmonton. As you know, in lieu of tickets tonight, we","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=128.199,134.08"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"are gratefully accepting pay-what-you-can donations. And this year we have handy QR codes","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=134.24,140.479"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"at the back of your program if you would like to do it that way. So I just wanted to remind","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=140.479,145.039"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you and to say that we are very grateful for those contributions. I would like to conclude","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=145.039,151.199"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"also with some quick but heartfelt thanks. First, to our wonderful volunteers for coming","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=151.199,158.32"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"out to help us tonight. To former CLC Director Marie Carrière and especially Danielle Fuller","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=158.32,165.039"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"for their tremendous organizational support. And of course, the CLC team research assistant","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=165.039,172.119"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Yagba Kabi and staff Megan Gannett and Austin Lee. This could not have come together without","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=172.119,178.88"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"your spirited creative energy and tremendous skills. It's just been such a fun thing to","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=178.88,184.72"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"plan with all of you and it's just great to see it all coming together tonight. Now,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=184.72,190.039"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I am honoured to welcome to the stage Dr. Florence Glanfield, an inspiring figure in","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=190.039,196.759"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"the university. Dr. Glanfield is a scholar and professor of mathematics education and","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=196.759,202.96"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"currently serves as Vice Provost Indigenous Programming and Research. Please join me in","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=202.96,209.199"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"welcoming Dr. Glanfield to the stage.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=209.24,211.479"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Good evening everyone. Welcome. And it is my honour to welcome you to the 16th Kreisel","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=211.479,227.88"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Lecture organized by the Canadian Literature Centre in the Faculty of Arts. As my colleague","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=227.88,234.32"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"mentioned, you know my name, but you also need to know that I'm a member of the Métis Nation","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=234.32,239.72"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"of Alberta. I was born in Lac Le Biche and raised in the Lac Le Biche, Wandering River","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=239.72,245.08"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and Fort McMurray regions of this place we now call Alberta. 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I think I'm Teresa Caputo when I get in the car, but I just really need to","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684#t=3747.72,3751.72"},{"id":"https://ualberta.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1823/collection_resources/135755/file/250684/transcript/78862/annotation/557","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"stay awake and focus because otherwise who knows what could happen. 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